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458 posts
May 25, 2012
9:28 AM
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Every day I dread my next shift,kegel exerciser for women, every night I either don't sleep well or sometimes don't sleep at all... when at work I suffer veyr bad panic attacks... the co-workers don't realise how bad it is because I appear fine...It's terrifying and the job is just making it so much worse... I can't quit because I wouldn't be able to go back onto job seekers and my doctor wants me to go back to him in two weeks and talk about how I'm coping and maybe go back on beta blockers... This week though I've to go and get an ECG (heart monitored)...I've had panic disorder for years but it's come and gone however this job has brought it back -super kegel exerciser and it's back with a vengence...Every day at work I almost walk out - but I can't because I need an income... Every night I tell myself to try and cope until a less stressful job comes along but it's not realistically possible...What should I do? Is there another option for me other than jobseekers allowance? It's not that I don't want to work (I REALLY DO!) but I just need a less stressful job (I work in a kitchen of a restaurant)Good idea about the male kegel exerciser but I can't wear them because I've got to be alert and hear them shouting the food orders. I actually enjoy the actual job but when it's very busy and theres a lot of ordrs I have a panic attack and can't work very well.
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